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| My weekend...
Friday, kicked it with ian and danielle, went over to grants kicked it there till about 1 went home passed out at 3:30
saturday: Got a new game. World of Warcraft.. Ive been playing it whenever I have spare time. this games like crack
sunday: LAN Party at Tyler's house, first one ive ever been to. I statyed the night got home today at 1:00
monday: Kicked it at my house for an hour then went to Jdubs bowl meet
and we just hung out at my house for awhile with someone else who shall
remain nameless.
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| I just wrote this.. I think its pretty good so Im posting it up here, I
think its one of the better ones ive writen, theres a couple hella
tight lines in it.
If I add a verse latter ill come back and edit it. If you like it tell
me if not suck a cock.
Got pussy on my mind, lookin for that one to find
They say love is blind, when emotions get intertwined
Searchin for one of a kind, someone well refined
who will always be behind, the desicions I make
correct my mistakes, even if they great shell still partake
we can lay awake at night, converstaions in my bed
talkin till the sun get birght, Can still remember what we said
It aint all about the looks but shes gotta have an ass
the type of girl that will take my breath whenever she pass
She gotta have class, and hopefully she can surpass
my highest expectations when it comes to relations
we resisting temptations, no trepidation to our sensations
A fascination, manifestation threw my imagination
My conversation? a combination of intelect and information
got her pussy lips filled with salvation, a form of lubrication.
no explanation why im so filled with dedication
My motivation? An invitation to cease the masturbation
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| New Years was fucking crazy. Thats all im gona say.
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| LMAO.. well lets see, its 3:30 in the morning. Im hella bored so I
think im gona fill one of these things out, never done one before.. I
jacked this from Kelli Oaks's xanga. I think ill probably leave this up
here for awhile
[ .01. ] First name: Maximilien
[ .02. ] Middle name: Derek
[ .03. ] Last name: Oakes
[ .04. ] Nickname: Maximils, Maximlious, Maxenator (its a new one)
[ .05. ] Gender: Male
[ .06. ] Birthday: June 23, 1989
[ .07. ] Height: bout 5 10
[ .08. ] Hair color: Dark Brown
[ .09. ] Eye color: They change collors depending on what im wearing
[ .010. ] Do you wear glasses or contacts: nope
[ .011. ] Do you have braces: Nope
[ .012. ] Is your hair long or short: Short.
[ .013. ] Where were you born:Somewhere in washington.. The fuck if i know
[ .014. ] Current location: My room
[ .015. ] Zodiac sign: Cancer
[ .016. ] How many languages do you know: 1
[ .017. ] What language do you want to learn: German.. and spanish so I
can understand WTF all the mexicans at our school are talking about
[ .018. ] Bad habits: I smoke.....
[ .019. ] Piercing you have: none.. se to but they grew over
[ .020. ] Piercing you want: None
[ .021. ] Tattoos you have: I want one
[ .023. ] Today: Its tuesday now
[ .024. ] Todays date: 28th
[ .025. ] The time: 3:21 AM
F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] Mothers Name: Dawn
[ .028. ] Fathers Name: Ron
[ .029. ] Brothers Name: Dont ahve any
[ .030. ] Sisters Name: No Sisters
[ .031. ] Favorite aunt: Aunt connie.. the crazy alchoholic
[ .032. ] Favorite uncle: Jim.. Hes a Bartender in LA. He smokes bud to and has been in a few movies
[ .033. ] Favorite grandparent: Probably my Grandma Patty.. last time I
was at her hosue she gave me a pack of cigarets and asked If I wanted a
beer.
[ .036. ] Worst relative: God I have alot.. Probably my Uncle Rod
though.. Hes been in jail hella times and is also a heroin addict.. Or
My cousin Jimmie.. hes in jail now to for cutting up his girlfriend in
a parking lot or something
[ .037. ] Best relative: Grandma Patty or Grandpa Acre
[ .038. ] Do you get along with your parents: Pretty well.. they piss me off sometimes though
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?: Fuck no
P E T S
[ .040. ] Do you have any pets: 1 dog
[ .041. ] What are their names: Bonner.
[ .042. ] What kind of animals are they: Boston Terior
S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] Are you still in school: HHS yo
[ .045. ] Current gpa: Like a 1.8 or something along those lines.. posibly less
[ .048. ] Favorite teacher: Mr. Goodboy.. I swear I could smoke in his class and he wouldnt know
[ .049. ] Least favorite teacher: MS THOMSON!! FUCKING WHORE!
[ .050. ] Favorite subject: Physics
[ .051. ] Least favorite subject: Math.. because of MS. THOMSON THE FUCKING WHORE
[ .052. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Buy junk food in the vending machine.. oh and my daily breakfast baggle
[ .053. ] Play any sports on the school's team: Golf..
[ .054. ] Do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Nope
[ .055. ] Are/was you popular:I have alot of friends
[ .056. ] Favorite dance: WTF... most of the time I just hump ass
[ .057. ] Favorite memory: I dont have many memories anymore.. This is what you get when you smoke alot of bud
[ .058. ] Favorite memory you want to have: Finally finding that
special girl in my life that I can lay with and talk to about shit for
hours and after we get done making love I wake up the next morning to
her walking into my bedroom with a bowl of cerial and she grabs the
remote and turns on some cartoons.
[ .059. ] Least favorite memory: Id rather not say
[ .060. ] Most humiliating moment: God I have alot of those
F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] Number: uh.......
[ .062. ] Letter: Probably R.. I dont know I just like the letter R.
[ .063. ] Shoes: Never had a favorite pair of shoes
[ .064. ] Saying: PORCH MONKEY!!!!
[ .065. ] TV show: Southpark
[ .066. ] Sport: Golf
[ .067. ] Vegetable: Garlic
[ .068. ] Fruit: Strawberries and whip cream
[ .069. ] Movie: Pulp Fiction.. or good fellas.. or godfather
[ .070. ] Magazine: Maximum PC, Or CPU.. I know Im a fucking nerd
[ .071. ] Actor: Ben Stiller
[ .072. ] Actress: Dun even know.. as long sa they got tig bits
[ .073. ] Candy: Reces
[ .074. ] Gum: Anything that lasts longer then 15 minutes
[ .075. ] Scent: Garlic.. LMAO.. I LOVE GARLIC
[ .076. ] Candy bar: BUTTERFINGER!!! I would buy one EVERY SINGLE DAY last year and the year before that
[ .077. ] Ice cream flavor: vanilla
[ .078. ] Color: red
[ .079. ] Season:Summer.. I get to sleep in till 3 every day.
[ .080. ] Holiday: Christmas of corse.. I get presents
[ .081. ] Band: Led Zeplin
[ .082. ] Singer: Dun even know.. Rkelly maybe.. although he does piss on people
[ .083. ] Group: Led Zeplyn
[ .084. ] Rapper: Tupac Of Course.. I have every one of his CD's
[ .085. ] Type of music: Just about anything.. except for country.. I hate that shit
[ .086. ] Things in your room: HAHA.. lets see. Futton, computer, TV,
Gamecube, Xbox, PS2, 5 Speakers, A Sub, Art Table, lava lamp, a couple
other lamps, books, dresser, poster of bob marley smoking a joint,
poster of the guys from goodfellas poster of tupac
[ .087. ] Place to be: My house, out rollin around with my friends, my friends's houses, parties
[ .089. ] TV channel: Fox, MTV, MTV2, HBO, History Channel, and of course... The food network
[ .090. ] Junk food: Anything hella greesy
[ .091. ] Overall food: Italian food.. or mexican food... Im a beaner at heart
[ .092. ] Store: The Bon
[ .093. ] Hangout: Wherever.. dont matter
[ .094. ] Fast food: OMG.. The TACO STAND BY MY HOUSE
[ .095. ] Restaurant: Dooffers
[ .096. ] Shape: Circle.. It goes on forever
[ .097. ] Time of day: Late at night.. Im an insomniac.
[ .098. ] Country: Italy
[ .099. ] State: Here.. theres no place like seattle
[ .100. ] Boys name: Max, Jordan, Tom, justin
[ .101. ] Girls name: Courtney, Bianca, Lauren, Brandi, Brittney
[ .102. ] Mall: Southcenter
[ .103. ] Video game: HALF-LIFE 2.. theres nothing like it.. Halo 2 can suck a phatty dick. Half-Life 2 Is truly revalutionary.
[ .104. ] Shampoo: Erbal essnce.. I get orgasams
[ .105. ] Board game: Monoply.. Im a money whore
[ .106. ] Computer game: HALF-LIFE 2.. theres nothing like it.. Halo 2
can suck a phatty dick. Half-Life 2 Is truly revalutionary.
[ .107. ] Car: Anything that tops out over 180
[ .108. ] Music video: I like the new gwen stephani video.. Its fuckin wierd
[ .109. ] Swear word: FUCK SHIT ASS BITCH TITTY COCK CUNT.
[ .110. ] Word: anything thats big and makes me seem smart
[ .111. ] Month: June.. My birthdays in june
[ .112. ] Cartoon character: Cartman from southpark
[ .113. ] Scary movie: I havent been scared in a movie for god knows how long now
[ .114. ] Team: Raiders
[ .115. ] Possession: My computer.. My god I dont know what I would do without it
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: His last cd was HELLA weak.
[ .117. ] Dog: Bonner.. HAHAHAHA
[ .118. ] Hot: and wet
[ .119. ] Britney spears: Id bash
[ .120. ] nsync: Sucks
[ .121. ] Real world: Is nothing like the real world
[ .122. ] Orange: Sodda
[ .123. ] Choice: Gay
[ .124. ] Freak: Me.. Im definatly a freak
[ .125. ] Bisexual: FUCK NO
[ .126. ] Black: white
[ .127. ] icq: Call Of Duty (Its what my clan uses to talk to eachother)
[ .128. ] Insane clown posse: FAGS
[ .129. ] linkin park: Theyre coo
[ .130. ] Jack: off
[ .131. ] Rainbow: Gay
[ .133. ] Cucumber: Ive seen some videos on the internet....
[ .134. ] Shark: Scare me
[ .135. ] Life house: What the fuck is a life hosue.
[ .136. ] Bat: The untuchables.. when all capone cracks the guys head open.
[ .137. ] Leather: S&M.. Bondage
[ .138. ] Whip: cream
[ .139. ] America: The Land Of the Free.. The first True Democratic Nation
[ .140. ] Water: Gotta Love it
[ .141. ] Volcano: hawaii
[ .142. ] Rock or rap: rap
[ .143. ] Rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] Rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] Rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] Rap or pop: rap
[ .147. ] Rap or r&b: rap
[ .148. ] Rap or metal: Rap
[ .149. ] Pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] Pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: R&B
[ .152. ] Linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin park
[ .153. ] Tool or korn: korn
[ .154. ] Selena or jennifer lopez: Who the fuck Selena
[ .155. ] Hot or cold: Hot
[ .156. ] Winter or summer: Summer
[ .157. ] Spring or fall: spring
[ .158. ] Shakira or Britney: Britney
[ .159. ] icp or Eminem: Eminem
[ .160. ] Marilyn Manson or rob zombie: rob zombie
[ .161. ] Kittie or garbage: What?!
[ .162. ] MTV or vh1: MTV
[ .163. ] Buffy or angel: buffy
[ .164. ] Dawson’s creek or gilmore girls: Neither they both suck.. They never did get off that damn island
[ .165. ] Football or basketball: Football
[ .166. ] Summer olympics or winter olympics: summer
[ .167. ] Skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding
[ .168. ] Rollerblading or skateboarding: Skateboarding
[ .169. ] Black or white: White..
[ .170. ] Orange or red: Red
[ .171. ] Yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] Purple or pink: theyre both for fags
[ .173. ] Slipknot or mudvayne: Slipknot
[ .174. ] Hot topic or pac sun: Hot Topix
[ .175. ] Inside or outside: Inside
[ .176. ] Weed or alcohol: I love being drunk but most of the time all
I do is spit some game to a bunch of girls that are WAY out of my reach
and end up looking like an ass.. Bud will always have a specaill place
in my heart.
[ .177. ] Cell phone or pager: who uses a pager anymore?
[ .178. ] Pen or pencil: pecil.. I make alot of mistakes
[ .179. ] Power puff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels (Power Puff Girls are a little bit to young for me)
[ .180. ] Scooby doo or dino: Scooby... They were all stoners.. notice
that hiim and shaggy always had the munchies.. Plus what other group of
kids spend there saturday morning rolling around in a magic bus looking
for haunted houses.
[ .181. ] Dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon
[ .182. ] Star wars or star trek: star wars
[ .183. ] Tattoos or piercings: Tats
[ .184. ] Prep or punk: Im more Prep
[ .185. ] Slut or whore: What man isnt?
P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: I WISH!
[ .187. ] Do you have a crush: A couple actually
[ .188. ] Do you love anyone right now: I love alot of people
[ .189. ] Have you ever been in love: I dont think so
[ .190. ] How many people have you liked: To many
[ .191. ] Who was your first crush: I think it was kayla gunderson.. I dont think she ever found out either.
[ .192. ] How many hearts of have you broken: not many.. probably 2
[ .193. ] How many people broke your heart: Quite alot :(
[ .194. ] Best quote to sum up love: love is blind
[ .195. ] So what is your bf/gf/crush like: They arent bad.. each one is a little diffrent
[ .196. ] Do you have a picture of him/her: Nope
[.198. ] Do you have a picture of yourself: duh a lot.
[ .199. ] Please post it if you do: look around.
[ .200. ] Do you go by looks or personality: They both matter alot to me
[ .201. ] Ever kiss a friend: yeah...
[ .202. ] Are you still friends: oh yeah.
[ .203. ] do you smoke: Yeah I want to quit though
[ .204. ] Do you smoke weed: Fuck man.. I was THEE stoner at hazen last year
[ .205. ] Ever trip on acid: Fuck no.. thought about it though.
[ .206. ] How about a little x: Ebaums tight but I dont do that shit.... anymore
[ .207. ] Crack, heroin, anything else: I drink on occasion
[ .208. ] Beer good or beer bad: How is beer ever bad?
[ .209. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: FUCK NO.. Im the one chuggin the 151 at parties
W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] Bungee jump: HELL YES!
[ .216. ] Sky dive: I am next year with my mom
[ .217. ] Swim with dolphins: Man that would be fun
[ .218. ] Scuba dive: of course
[ .219. ] Go rocks climbing: Already have
[ .220. ] Eat crap for $1,000,000: HAHA.. Give me 500 bucks
[ .221. ] Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Matters who they were
[ .222. ] Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: LMAO.. Ive tried before
[ .223. ] Cross-dress: haha for fun? Haloween in 7th grade
[ .224. ] Lie to the police: Already have
[ .225. ] Run from the police: couple times
[ .226. ] Lie to your parents: Who hasnt
[ .227. ] Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: naw probably not
[ .228. ] Be an exotic dancer: Ill probably end up being a striper when im 28
[ .229. ] Walk out of a restaurant without paying: If I was broke enough
[ .230. ] Streak: done it
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] Best friends: Brandi, Kaci, Brandon, Jordan, Ian, Omar (even
though we fight hella) Ziggy (my golfing buddy) Multiple others
[ .232. ] Known longest: Probably drey.. althogh we arent friends anymore. I beat his ass to many times
[ .233. ] Wish you talked to more: Lauren
[ .234. ] Wish you saw more: Maureen, Lauren, Killian
[ .235. ] How many friends do you think you have: Close Friends...
Probably aroound 10 or 15, Others im friends with.. probably around
another 20 or more
[ .236. ] Who drives you insane after a while: Most of my friends actually
[ .237. ] Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Brandi
probably.. everyone else I get into fights with. I dont think Ive ever
been into a fight with her before
[ .238. ] Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next
level': Nope.. I wanted to before back in like 6th and 7th grade with
this one girl.. but she thought I was wierd or something
[ .239. ] Craziest: Ryan.. man hes done some crazy shit
[ .240. ] Loudest: Brandi
[ .241. ] Shyest: Fuck IONO.. none of my freinds are really all that shy
[ .242. ] Best hair: Jordan.. What can I say I like his hair
[ .243. ] Can always make you laugh: Jordan
[ .244. ] Best eyes: ME!
[ .243. ] Best body: Out of all my friend.. hmm well lets see for a
girl I would say... Kelly.. for guys.. Jordan, although he is getting
fat
[ .246. ] Most athletic: Jordan again
[ .247. ] Sex symbol: ...
[ .248. ] Hot tempered: Brandon
[ .249. ] Most impatient: Brandon
[ .250. ] Shortest: Dun even know
[ .251. ] Tallest: Matt
[ .252. ] Talented: All of my friends have a speciall tallent
[ .253. ] Best singer: Jordan and his freestyles
[ .254. ] Skinniest: Man I know some skinny ass girls.. look at joahnie
[ .255. ] Nicest: Brandi
[ .256. ] Best personality: Jordan, Brandi
[ .257. ] Biggest drug user: Turdy
HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] Flashed someone: Yup.. lmao ive done it in class before
[ .259. ] Told a person how you felt bout them: Who hasnt?
[ .260. ] Been to michigan: No
[ .262. ] Gone to jail or juvi: nope.. not yet
[ .263. ] Skateboarded: sure have
[ .264. ] Skinny dipped: LMAO.. good times
[ .265. ] Stolen anything: yup
[ .266. ] Wanted to kick my butt for making this so long: shit this was hella long
[ .267. ] Kicked someone's butt: a couple
[ .268. ] Pegged someone in the head with a snowball: Man I wish it would snow
[ .269. ] Broke a beer bottle: yeh
[ .270. ] Gotten into a bar, under-aged: I wish
[ .271. ] Kissed someone of the same sex: Fuck no
[ .273. ] Gone on a road trip: all the time.
[ .274. ] Gone on vacation without parent supervision: nope.. other relatives have been there.. or my friends parents
[ .275. ] Been to a concert: yup
[ .276. ] Been to another country: yeah 3
[ .277. ] Talked back to an adult: Fuck yeah.. someone mouths off to me illdo the same in return
[ .278. ] Got pulled over: cant drive
[ .279. ] Got in a car accident: yeah just small ones
[ .280. ] Broke a law: HELLA
[ .281. ] Given money to a homeless person: I do all the time
[ .282. ] Tried to kill yourself: thought about it
[ .283. ] Cried to get out of trouble: no.. im not a pussy
[ .284. ] Kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] Kissed a brother or sister's friend: no brother or sisters
[ .286. ] Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?:........
0 P I N I 0 N S
[ .287. ] What do you think...about pop music: Matters what it is
[ .288. ] About boy bands: FAGS!
[ .289. ] About flag burning: Who the fuck would do that. I love our country
[ .290. ] Of the war on terrorists: Dont get me started.. If you really
want to know ask me. I can go on forever about that and politics
[ .291. ] About suicide: If you want to do it then do it
[ .292. ] About people who try to force their opinions on you: Theyre gay
[ .293. ] About abortion: Im pro choice
[ .294. ] About rock/metal music: Rock is hella tight
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Fuck.. I dont even
want to think about it.. probably just getting out of college
[ .296. ] Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years:
Most likley person would be Brandi, Were to much alike to just part
ways when I graduate.. I love her. If not Brandi though I say Brandon..
If hes not in jail that is. Well probably end up moving in together
W H A T D I D Y 0 U H D 0
[ .297. ] Last birthday: Built a computer.
[ .298. ] Yesterday: Got up at 3 and pirated music all day
[ .299. ] Last weekend: IT WAS CHRISTMAS!!!!
[ .300. ] Christmas: OPENED GIFTS!!
[ .301. ] Thanksgiving: ate at my grandmas house and got fadded with the family
[ .302. ] New Years: Dun remember.. probably got drunk.
[ .303. ] Halloween: Uh.. I spent the night at Brandis house I think
[ .304. ] Easter: I dont even remember easter
[ .305. ] Valentine’s Day: Dont even know
T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] Thing you ate: TACOS!! from the taco stand up the street.
[ .307. ] Thing you drank: Water
[ .308. ] Thing you wore: Sweater, basketball shorts.
[ .309. ] Place you went: Taco Stand
[ .310. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears
[ .311. ] Person you saw: dad
[ .312. ] Person you kissed: I dont usually kiss people
[ .314. ] Person you talked to: Dad
[ .315. ] Song you heard: Tupac.. When Tugz Cry
[ .316. ] What are you eating: nothing... Im kinda hungry
[ .317. ] What are you drinking: nothing...
[ .318. ] What are you wearing: Boxers
[ .319. ] Any shoes on: nope
[ .320. ] Hat: nope
[ .321. ] Listening to: nothing its 4:30.. I dont want to wake up the famile
[ .322. ] Talking to anyone: no ones awake
[ .323. ] Are you pissed i made this so long: No.. I didnt have anything better to do
Y or N
[ .324. ] Are you a vegetarian: FUCK NO.. I dont know what I would do without meay
[ .325. ] Do you like cows: Yeah.. they taste good
[ .326. ] Are you a biotch: I have my moments
[ .327. ] Are you artistic: Probably one of the most in our school
[ .328. ] Do you write poetry: Maybe :D
[ .329. ] Are you a fast runner: Hell no.. My lungs are shot
[ .330. ] Can you ski: waterski. I aint bad
[ .331. ] Are you british: nope
[ .332. ] Do you want to spear britney: With my wang.. yes
[ .333. ] Do the voices talk to you: no......
[ .334. ] Did you ever give barbie a haircut: WTF
[ .335. ] Would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: I perfer mine normall
[ .336. ] Do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland: no.. It was LSD
[ .337. ] Are you straight: I love pooter.. what can I say
[ .338. ] Are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: nope
[ .339. ] Are you nice: I try
[ .340. ] Are you naughty: Sometimes
[ .341. ] Are you short: no not really
[ .342. ] Are you tall: lil bit.. Im still growing
[ .343. ] Do you own a hot pink shirt: no.
[ .344. ] How about orange pants: Nope
[ .345. ] Can you see the flying monkeys: sure...
[ .346. ] Are you evil: I have my moments
[ .347. ] Did you ever know someone who had a mullet: Yeah.. lol
[ .348. ] Is britney a hoe: wich one?
[ .349. ] Are you a teenage zombie: my parents think so
[ .350. ] Am i annoying you?: kind of... starting to...
[ .351. ] Do you like marilyn manson: no i despise him.
[ .352. ] Are you secretly from another planet: These questions are getting gay
[ .354. ] This is over are you happy now hahah: YES!!!
[ .355. ] Anything else you want to say?: No I think that about covers it
[ .356. ] Current time: 4:38 AM
Damn.. that took longer then I though
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| I know not many people come by here, but this is going to be a good
read. Most of what I put in here is but I know the majority of the time
im the only one reading it. This entry will have alot about relgion in it. So it will be rather
large. I do, however, think that it will be a very good read and if you
have the time please read it. I dont want to change you views on god or
anything like that. I just want to give people something to ponder.
I dont even really use this shit as a diary honestly.. I say what I
have on my mind when I have something on my mind. People dont care
about what goes on in my life and if you do its the same old shit day
after day. Either kicking it with my friends, parties, video games,
ect. and If something really happens in my life that truly efects me
either good or bad. I dont think I would put it in here anyway. So
here... Ill say what I have on my mind right now
I was at Oscars house yesterday with a few people. Religion came up in
a conversation . I didnt really get into it there, I mean I started to
but it didnt last. Ill say what I want to here though. If you want to
listen OK good, please do.
I myself am an athiest, I was raised to belive what I want. I have read
many Holly text. Ive read the books on buhdism, hinduisim, muslim, and
am even reading the bible right now as an outside reading book in my LA
class. I try to find a religion thats good for me but have yet to find
one. I find the scientific point of view to suit me better.
Ill start out with this... I dont see how you can belive in god when
you belive in evolution at the same time. Scientist belive that
EVERYTHING evolved from single celled organisims. That we as Homo
Sapiens evolved from a form of apes. There was even a time in history
when 2 diffrent species of humans lived on earth at the same time. And
we all know there was a time before that when humans didnt even walk on
earth and dinosaurs rulled. We as a species have been on earth for a
VERY small amount of time. How can people say that only humans get into
heaven then. Why not other species? If we all evolved whats stopping
dogs from going to heaven.... Or other species for that matter. What
about dolphins, scientists have been saying that they think dolphins
may even be smarter then us. Why cant they go? People tell me its
because they dont have a free will and you only get into heaven if you
belive in god. Well we got a "free will" and inteligent mind from
evolution. It took hundreds of thousands of years before we even got to
the point where we could think for ourselves. So theres a god who
created the world and all thats on it correct? look at the emnsity of
the universe. We dont even know whats all in our galaxy let alone the
universe. You have to understand that there has to be other life out
there. life that EVOLVED from whatever single cell organism is on that
planet. I dont see how it would even be REMOTLEY plausible for us to be
the only organic life in the entire universe. Hell I bet theres other
earths out there just like ours. Theres probably someone out there
thinking the same shit im thinking about. I dont see how there could be
a god that allows all the good humans on earth to go to heaven. What
about all the other life out there. Are they going to heaven or are we
the only inteligent life form with a free will to make it up there?
Just another thing to think about.
As for heaven itself, I dont think there is one. I havent died yet
obviously so I dont know what happens afterwords, But I dont think we
go to a so called heaven. I think theres just nothing. What was there
before you were born? Nothing, you were nothing... not untill the sperm
hits the egg does your life even begin to start. Same thing after you
die. You turn to nothing. Sure you may be a corpse for a little while
but in the end your body decomposes. Just like everything else thats on
earth. cats, flowers, birds, everything comes to an end. But of coarse,
were the only exception where we get to live out in a after life. The
idea of an after life has been around since the early days of the Magna
Carta. Cavmen use to put flowers tools and meat around the graves of
the dead. This is probably where the idea of a heaven came from
and evolved from there.
As far as a messiah goes. I really dont belive that there was one. I
dont see how someone in particullar can be the son of god. If you have
an explanation for that please tell me. Id like to hear it. I also dont
know why god picked that particular time to send a messiah. Just when
people are starting to figure shit out about the world. At the early
stage of the years of learning. Just when math and conecntuall physics
start to pick up. Why not choose a time when we know morea bout the
earth and how things work such as evolution, technology, astrology...
Becuase If people knew back then what they do now I doubt anyone would
belive it.
I got so much more to say about this but I wont get into it. Ive wroten
enough for now and I hope at leat ONE person actually reads this. Ill
leave it at this. Religion is bullshit. We have so many people die over
religion and diffrent belifes. All religions advocate the same things..
Love, comapsion, and forgivness. And if there is a god out there I dont
think hed like to see all these holly wars over what way is the right
way to belive. Heres a fact. Jesus tought that you should always avoid
conflict and turn your cheek when you encounter a problem, Yet more
people have died in the name of Jesus then any other person in
existense... including hittler
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